TRip to K.L

B4 going back 2 Miri when I was still in n.s camp..Fel n I hav a plan..a plan 2 visit our n.s frens in May..maybe..so..a few days dy both of us were bz planning our trip..ders a lot of stuff we hav 2 think of..such as..hotel..ticket..food..transportation..da perfect date 2 go der..everything i mean EVERYTHING hav 2 be think of..at 1st i tot oni fun n fun n summore fun will it be..BUt..2 plan only a simple trip still need u 2 think dis n dat n everything...my mom n my dad said dat i need 2 plan dis whole trip carefully..since dis trip oni me n fel going..we did ask qila n eka 2 join us..but seems lyke dey cant make it doe..den left 2 of us..setting a date for da trip is so DAMN hard!!! im telling u man..i tot it is easy..juz pick a date n dats it..BUT hell no..hahaha..we plan wanna go in MAy if can..at 1st wanna go on 30th Apr until 4th Apr..den not confirm yet..since Jamie n Ejinn ordy go 4 col. so dey might be bz..oni on weekend dey can spent tme wif us..hrm..den Fel n I go check da rate 4 da tckt on 2nd May..RM119 dy?!?! den on da 3rd it still RM69.99..but..it is on Sat..less tme 2 spent tme wif Ejinn n Jamie..if we go on Fri we can spent more tme wif dem..den dis den dat den dis again den dat again..omg..when we'll find da perfect date 2 go 4 dis trip??????...im so tired thinking of it..+ matrix intake is in May olso..

12th May

..so i wont n cudnt go 2 K.L on da 2nd week of May..but..i dnt noe i wanna go 4 matrix or nt..i still cant make up my mind where act. i wanna go..ipta or matrix? im so confuse ryte now..dnt noe wat best 4 me..is it going 4 matrix is da best choice or wait 4 ipta is da best choice? i really dnt noe wat 2 decide..CONFUSE??!!hell ya im...lazy..dnt care..scare..all mix up dy..da feeling..

...i hate it!!..

..evrytme i think about it..it make me feel..down..kinda..coz..i feel lyke i hav nthg i wanna achieve..i mean da main goal of my lyfe..i dnt noe xcept 1 thing dat is waiting 2 cmbck 2 where i belong..erk..i dnt thing dat is appropriate 2 be a main goal of my lyfe is it? hrmm..wateva..my brain cant think of a gud thing ryte now..n back 2 da trip 2 k.l...i tot i wanna cancel it..but...i cnt..hrm..hope i'll find a way 2 solve dis prob..i need a brake..dats all 4 now..

p/s i hate making decision but wat 2 do..i must n it is compulsory 4 me 2 do it..well afta all is my lyfe i hav 2 decide ayte?..