happy?

am i?
something keep bothering me..i just wish it could stop..
maybe im not like before..what make me like this? i wish i have the answer..

death

death cnt wait..if we are meant to die like today,we will die in many ways..
Ofcourse we will not know when exactly we gonna die,even the no 1 doctor can only predict roughly when we going to die when we extremely sick..
Will we be given the clue or a sign that we'll gonna leave forever?
When i were a child, i always think about death..there is one time that i wish i could die earlier so i will not create a lot of sins..when im getting older,that thought seems to fade away..and it make me feel unsecure and afraid..
There are a lots i wanna talk about but i cnt coz my eye already wanna shut down..if im still have da same mood to talk about,im slippy gtg..

crap

2 days ago im babysat baby wafa..her eyes is so adorable..
first time i met her, she is so loud and cant stop crying..maybe because she not used to the new environment..she lovessss animal..everytimes she cried, whenever she saw a cat or anything else except human, she stop crying..she just love them..i miss her though..sadly i didnt take any of her picture since my phone hm...long story..
today is my 4th day back home and im officially become the supir,again..yeay me..

hrm..

something change..
and it absolutely me..

cant say goodbye?

why do people like to disappear just like that?
i do it most of the time..
just leave without saying proper goodbye..
why do i do like that?
hrm...i guess sometime the conversation just need to be ended just like that..but isnt it improper to leave the person you are talking with without proper ending?
maybe i like to do that but i absolutely hate when people do that to me..so for a change, i've started training myself to say proper goodbye or just dont start the conversation when it is not important and when you know that it will be a boring chat..
for example if the chitty chatty just about .. watcha doin? did you already have your lunch? n bla bla bla..
ya sometime you can do it but if its happen frequently..........it just plain old boring question..is it worthed to do that?
im maybe talking nonsensens coz i just dont know what to talk about and ryte now, my head just absolutly heavy and i need to sleep..
another day here we go again....





-just a confession of a girl-

safely home

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if and only if i have a jinny or something that can grant me a wish...
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actually i just wanna say that im happy that im back home already..to my roomate JUNEITY..dont be jealous babeh..hihihi n c u in miri if you do come back ayte..


miri is so freakin hot..haha..o well...

counting

2 more days..

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