death

death cnt wait..if we are meant to die like today,we will die in many ways..
Ofcourse we will not know when exactly we gonna die,even the no 1 doctor can only predict roughly when we going to die when we extremely sick..
Will we be given the clue or a sign that we'll gonna leave forever?
When i were a child, i always think about death..there is one time that i wish i could die earlier so i will not create a lot of sins..when im getting older,that thought seems to fade away..and it make me feel unsecure and afraid..
There are a lots i wanna talk about but i cnt coz my eye already wanna shut down..if im still have da same mood to talk about,im slippy gtg..