friendship

friendship..something that i find hard to hold on to sometime..could it be because of my so-cold-heart?
people always said that it is better to have million of friends rather than just 1
but isnt it worst if that million of friends would betray you?

how to really know whether that friendship is the kind of friendship that we have to protect?
is it always a sincere friendship will be build together with our friend?
will you ditch your friend to be with someone you love?
will i be a good friend that always be there for my friend?
could i give a full support for them in everything they do?

is friendship really important?
how can we build a strong and secure friendship?

can we fall in love with our own best friend?
will we be together more than just a friend?
can i date someone that i know very well about them?

how to forgive and move own?
why we mad for each other?
will i be strong?

my thought always filled with lots and lots of question when it come to friend
i've made a lot of mistake in the past regarding to my friendship with my friend
it so easy to meet people and make friend with them
but its kinda hard to maintain the relationship
and it make it easy for me to lose a friend cause most of the time im just suck being someone friend

*sigh*

i wish i could change this side of ME

just a confession of a girl